I don't know what I'm doingggggg!!! People tell me to do one thing, but I feel that I should do something else. lol You'd think that I'd listen to a group of 10 or so people tell me the same thing....but for some reason I can't. I guess I'll just go with the flow and follow whats in my <3 and see where it takes me...because I really have no idea how to figure this path out. So many different directions to take and this one is the most appealing? I hope it's worth it. Why am I such a trusting person? You'd think...put hand on hot stove = pain...therefore, don't put hand back on stove. Yes, I know that isn't proper English or grammar or whatever, but that's my point. I must be an idiot or something to be willing to trust people again after that stupid ordeal. I can't believe I let myself get to that point.... to be so blind and let myself be treated so poorly. I deserve better. I'm determined to be treated better.... if only guys would be better =/
Hopefully this winterbreak will be fun, exciting, memorable and just....happy :) because we all know that happiness, smiles and good times cure everything and anything.
Cleansing the slate of the world with minimal opposition as the sins of mankind become unfurled a coat of purity is positioned
The anguish and anxiety of days past become eased with each flurry Mistakes and pains thought to last are calmed away and made blurry
As Mother Nature frosts her ground and the world is made to hush serenity has been found a quiet peace among the rush
Gracing the streets with white beauty covering the footprints to a path laid prior a step forward towards a new destiny new dreams to fulfill my hopes and desires
I made it =]. Just one more semester and I will be a college graduate! How crazy is that??? Four years definitely goes by very fast. I wish my Ba Ngoai was around still so that she could come to my graduation and share in my accomplishments...I think that's the part that will always remain bittersweet =/
Today it is snowing like CRAZY! Blizzard of 09! We're snowed in and couldn't go eat with Ong Ngoai today...hopefully we will be heading down to Orlando on Tuesday to see Ong/Ba Noi and the little ones.
The snow is definitely a sign of a new beginning =]
:) my last fall semester started last week. there is so much going on and its definitely exciting, but at the same time, bittersweet because I don't want to graduate yet...the real world seems daunting. haha
i'm going to cook dinner tonight for the boy and me :) i finally have time to do that...haha i suppose its good that i don't have VSA anymore to take up 50% of my life. it really feels good not to have a meeting to go to, a phone call to make, a workshop to be at or an event to run :D it's such a freeing feeling to have so much time to do whatever i please heehee
